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数年前から突然気分が悪くなり現在も薬をのんで生活してる毎日。仕事も丸五年してません。友達も特にいないし母も他界して父と二人だけど父も全てにおいて、だらしなく相談する親戚もいないし毎日へこみっぱなしです。この先の事を考えるだけで気が狂いそう。夜も全然眠れません

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